Perfect Enemy

What I thought wasn't mineIn the lightWas one of a kind,A precious pearlWhen I wanted to cryI couldn't cause IWasn't allowedGomen nasai for everythingGomen nasai, I know I let you downGomen nasai till the endI never needed a friendLike I do nowWhat I thought wasn'tSo innocentWas a delicate dollOf porcelainWhen I wanted to call youAnd ask you for helpI stopped myselfGomen nasai for everythingGomen nasai, I know I let you downGomen nasai till the endI never needed a friendLike I do nowWhat I thought was a dreamAn illusionWas as real as it seemedA privilegeWhen I wanted to tell youI made a mistakeI walked awayGomen nasai, for everythingGomen nasai, Gomen nasai,I never needed a friend,Like I do nowGomen nasai, I let you downGomen nasai, Gomen nasai,Gomen nasai till the endI never needed a friendLike I do now