Let You Down

Feels like we're on the edge right nowI wish that I could say I'm proudI'm sorry that I let you downI let you downAll these voices in my head get loudI wish that I could shut them outI'm sorry that I let you downLet you downYeah, I guess I'm a disappointmentDoing everything I canI don't wanna make you disappointedIt's annoyingI just wanna make you feel like everything I ever didWas never tryna make an issue for youBut, I guess the more you thought about everythingYou were never even wrong in the first place, right?Yeah, I'ma just ignore you, walking towards youWith my head down, lookin' at the ground I'm embarrassed for youParanoia, what did I do wrong this time? That's parents for youVery loyal? Shoulda had my back but you put a knife in itMy hands are full, what else should I carry for you?I cared for you, butFeels like we're on the edge right nowI wish that I could say I'm proudI'm sorry that I let you downLet you downAll these voices in my head get loudI wish that I could shut them outI'm sorry that I let you downLet you downYeah, you don't wanna make this workYou just wanna make this worseWant me to listen to youBut you don't ever hear my wordsYou don't wanna know my hurt, yetLet me guessYou want an apology, probablyHow can we keep going at a rate like this?We can't, so I guess I'ma have to leavePlease don't come after meI just wanna be alone right now, I don't really wanna think at allGo ahead, just drink it offBoth know you're gonna call tomorrow like nothing's wrongAin't that what you always do?I feel like every time I talk to youYou're in an awful moodWhat else can I offer you?There's nothing left right now, I gave it all to youFeels like we're on the edge right nowI wish that I could say I'm proudI'm sorry that I let you downLet you downAll these voices in my head get loudI wish that I could shut them outI'm sorry that I let you downLet you downYeah, don't talk down to meThat's not gonna work nowPacked all my clothes and I moved outI don't even wanna go to your houseEverytime I sit on that couch I feel like you lecture meEventually, I bet that we could have made this workAnd probably woulda figured things outBut I guess I'm a letdownBut it's cool, I checked outOh, you wanna be friends now?Okay, let's put my fake face on and pretend nowSit around and talk about the good timesThat didn't even happenI mean, why are you laughing?Must have missed that joke let me see if I can find a reactionNo, but at least you're happyFeels like we're on the edge right nowI wish that I could say I'm proudI'm sorry that I let you downOh, I let you downAll these voices in my head get loudAnd I wish that I could shut them outI'm sorry that I let you downOh, let you downYeah I'm sorryI'm so sorry nowYeah I'm sorryThat I let you down