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Yeah, real musicYoYa just get in that, you get in that head space, ya knowWill somebody get the body bags, working with the beats in 'em, ahPut the MC's in 'em, season 'em, put 'em on a beat with me, then I'm eating 'emGet away from the table, you rappers ain't hungry enoughYou rappers ain't hungry like ahThey talk about me like I'm here, they talk about you like you wasThat nurse came into my room, she told me I'm sick in the headI'm in hip-hop's hospital bed with a pad and a pen and a brace on my neckThey told me that I'm never leaving, why? I am as ill as it getsAny rapper that say that they runnin' the gameI'ma come in they session and cut off they legs, wooStrap a grenade to my head, pull out the pinMy music is mind blowin', ain't nobody do it like I do itYou ain't never been on my level, I gotta part 'em out the wayPeople talking and acting like everybody gonna get itBetter sleep with your eyes openYou wanna know what I noticed?I look around and my fanbase it ain't readyThat last album was heavy, that last album was grittyHow you gon' match that? Just let me do what I do bestYou're better off playing Russian rouletteThen comin' in a booth with me cause I getA little bit intense, I'm like, "Who's next?"Y'all better watch it, take a look at where the clock isIt's my time, this ladder of music that I climbedI took the machete, the game isn't readyThem rappers, they coming up on meI cut off the ladder, and I told 'em, "Bye-bye"What? You lookin' for a high-five? Nice tryDo not believe everything that you read on the InternetI do not know who your dentist is, but he should clean out your mouthDon't call me a sellout, that's something I've never beenI've been through hell all my life thoughBut I know where heaven is, father forgive me, for I am a sinnerBut you gave me music as medicineAnd nobody want a problem, when they get in my zone better leave me beI'm a mean MC, better feed me rappers or feed me beats, ahFeed me both of 'emThey like "Nate, what's it like to be famous?"Um, I'll let you know if I make it, yeahI wonder what life will be like if I didn't stick out my neck200 dollars inside of my bank account, woo, I was living on thatI need some money to pay for my rent, I need some money to pay for my gasI'm not complaining, I'm just being honest, I promise that I will not beg for respectI get so frustrated, take a look at what I createdTime is wasting and I ain't waitingI'm a doctor with no job, me I don't have no patientsI keep pacing, back and forth, I keep racingYou ain't never been in my book and I got a problem with it, why?'Cause you acting like you read my pagesI wreck these stages, real talk, better give me space 'cause I am chasingSomething they told me that I won't make it, I'm not famous, I'm just NathanAnd I wonder how the world gon' take thisThey might hate it, but you know anything about meYou know that don't mean I'm changing'Cause you know I'm real with it, don't care if you're feeling itI'm feeling it, you don't like it then deal with it, and if God ain't real, real isn'tUsed to wonder why I existed, I exist in the world that's real differentAnd what you gon' be when you grow up Nate? I doubt they will get itMy life is a mess, better watch your step when you step in itSome off this brain is off limits I'm off in a world that you don't get'Cause you ain't ever been in itIn ten minutes, I still couldn't explain what's inside my brain, don't mess with itI've invested a lot of me inside these lines, I'm just protecting 'emEverybody wanna hear the real version of life, then don't get so sensitiveWhen I say something a little bit rawI jot my thoughts and they call it negativeYou wanna know where my heart is? I stand out 'cause I wear my garbageI work my hardest and every time I look into the mirror, I don't forget about where I startedTell me what am I doing here?Tell me what am I doing here?Tell me what am I, what am I doing?Tell me what am I doing here?I said, what am I doing here?Tell me what am I doing here?If I'm not being real