Lay Me Bare

One more time I'll make it clearThis some shit I hate to shareEscape this life or pay the fareGrab this gun and aim it thereShoot my pain and slay my fearBefore I die, I say my prayerDon't worry about the mess just lay me thereThis is all I got so lay me bareLook, one more time I'll make it clearThis some shit I hate to shareEscape this life or pay the fareGrab this gun and aim it thereShoot my pain and slay my fearBefore I die, I say my prayerDon't worry about the mess just lay me thereThis is all I got so lay me bareLord help me please I'm breaking downTryna call my name and take my crownLittle bit of pain I'll paint the townWhen they put me in my grave don't make a sound'Cause there's still some days I find it hardSmoke my spliff and write my barsI know they see me climb the chartsBut plaques don't help me find my heartYo God, what's good? I need you badDevil's in my ear, I need you backGot scars in my soul, I've been attackedEven when I'm low I seem relaxedBut the year's been mad I lost my wayThey think I went ghost to drop my tapeNot knowing that I fell and lost my faithLike Satan please no, not todaySo fuck this shit this ain't a jokeJust to get away I take a tokeI took this pain and made a boatLord knows how the fuck it stayed afloatLast year I cried too many timesWeren't for Flipz and weren't for rhymesWeren't for Rachel, weren't for KellyMan them people saved my lifeLike, man, I get low sometimes, so low sometimesAirplane mode on my phone sometimesSitting in my house with tears on my faceCan't answer the door to my bro sometimesRoaming around all alone sometimesThem lonesome timesI was a young dead startBut this shit's like Game of Thrones sometimesOne more time I'll make it clearThis some shit I hate to shareEscape this life or pay the fareGrab this gun and aim it thereShoot my pain and slay my fearBefore I die, I say my prayerDon't worry about the mess just lay me thereThis is all I got so lay me bareLook, one more time I'll make it clearThis some shit I hate to shareEscape this life or pay the fareGrab this gun and aim it thereShoot my pain and slay my fearBefore I die, I say my prayerDon't worry about the mess just lay me thereThis is all I got so lay me bareLike bro I can't believe I saw my dadStill up in the ends, still driving cabsHe said "Yo son, I need a car"I kissed my teeth and turned my backLike "Nigga, you ain't seen my face for yearsNigga, you ain't seen my face for timeAnd the first thing you're asking me for, is that?Fuck you! That's where I draw the line"Should've dashed through a rack like "Keep the change"And fuck letting go, I'll keep the painTwenty-three years I'm still the sameWhen you hear this I hope you feel ashamed'Cause we were broke like what the fuckMum did well to hold us upBut yet she still forgave your arseBut mumsy's cool, I'm cold as fuckFuck that! I'm still not over thisFuck that! No, I'm still not over thisFlipz told me someone died in HeathLike "Please say I don't know the kid"When I heard TS, I kissed my teethAnd then I broke down in disbeliefMy bro TH and Yogi tooMan I'll be damned to miss the streetsBut I still got old school friends that I shoulda' been cool withMan that I ride for, man I went school withMan that I love and man I kicked ball withMy phone's there, just call itBut I guess things just got strange for meBut you all grew fast and gracefullyLeft my hood and grabbed the micAnd I got me a girl that prays for meOne more time I'll make it clearThis some shit I hate to shareEscape this life or pay the fareGrab this gun and aim it thereShoot my pain and slay my fearBefore I die, I say my prayerDon't worry about the mess just lay me thereThis is all I got so lay me bareLook, one more time I'll make it clearThis some shit I hate to shareEscape this life or pay the fareGrab this gun and aim it thereShoot my pain and slay my fearBefore I die, I say my prayerDon't worry about the mess just lay me thereThis is all I got so lay me bareLay me, bare